1 00:01:01,027 --> 00:01:06,027 Subtitles by explosiveskull 𝕄_𝕀_π•Šπ”½π• π•£π”Όπ•§π•–π•£ 2 00:03:35,248 --> 00:03:37,284 This is about giving you the tools 3 00:03:37,316 --> 00:03:38,918 to make new lives for yourselves. 4 00:03:40,387 --> 00:03:43,824 And like anything else, it takes time. It's not always easy. 5 00:03:47,693 --> 00:03:49,495 Hey, Adinah. 6 00:03:50,297 --> 00:03:52,299 You wanted to tell the group... 7 00:03:52,332 --> 00:03:54,967 ..about something you experienced recently? 8 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:57,336 Oh, this is gonna be good. 9 00:03:57,370 --> 00:04:00,140 - Oh, wait. - Um, yeah. 10 00:04:00,173 --> 00:04:03,175 Uh, so, uh, I was on the subway going to work 11 00:04:03,209 --> 00:04:06,513 and this man approached me in such a way. 12 00:04:06,546 --> 00:04:11,184 You know, like making small talk, commenting on my skirt. 13 00:04:11,216 --> 00:04:12,886 It was obvious what he wanted. 14 00:04:12,918 --> 00:04:14,954 And I don't know, I was just like... 15 00:04:16,255 --> 00:04:17,857 He was hitting on you. 16 00:04:19,959 --> 00:04:21,695 Yeah, but this guy, he looked 17 00:04:21,728 --> 00:04:23,463 like a person on TV looks like. 18 00:04:23,495 --> 00:04:25,498 - Ohh. - You know, the jaw, so perfect. 19 00:04:25,531 --> 00:04:27,500 Like so... Whatever. 20 00:04:27,534 --> 00:04:28,935 What I'm saying is 21 00:04:28,968 --> 00:04:31,004 he wasn't even trying to hide his intentions. 22 00:04:31,036 --> 00:04:34,140 That's how it is - they see a shaina maidel, 23 00:04:34,173 --> 00:04:36,108 and they just can't help themselves, right? 24 00:04:36,142 --> 00:04:38,545 Hmm. That's just... That's the culture. 25 00:04:39,913 --> 00:04:42,049 Yeah. It's crude. 26 00:04:42,082 --> 00:04:43,683 - It's different. - Exactly. 27 00:04:43,716 --> 00:04:46,519 I mean, life's different out here. It's, uh... This is... 28 00:04:46,553 --> 00:04:50,190 This is exactly what the rabbis try to protect us from. Right? 29 00:04:50,223 --> 00:04:52,859 - I mean... - Not protect us from. 30 00:04:52,892 --> 00:04:54,293 To keep us from. 31 00:04:54,327 --> 00:04:55,961 I'm saying maybe they're... 32 00:04:55,995 --> 00:04:57,864 Some things they're right to keep us from. 33 00:04:57,897 --> 00:04:59,466 - No? - Yeah, like what? 34 00:05:05,872 --> 00:05:10,644 So, tell us. How was last week? 35 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:13,113 The job interview. 36 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:17,751 Oh. Um, I didn't... I didn't get the job. 37 00:05:17,784 --> 00:05:21,555 Oh, sorry to hear that, Yacov. Can we talk about it? 38 00:05:23,522 --> 00:05:25,191 I did the interview. 39 00:05:26,259 --> 00:05:27,828 I thought it went pretty well. 40 00:05:27,860 --> 00:05:33,300 Um... they were wanting me to bring in a resume and I... I... 41 00:05:39,671 --> 00:05:42,508 I was writing the resume on a piece of loose paper. 42 00:05:44,676 --> 00:05:46,078 That's what I've been saying. 43 00:05:46,111 --> 00:05:48,047 We need more classes on this, you know? 44 00:05:48,081 --> 00:05:49,950 - And basic living. - Yeah. 45 00:05:49,983 --> 00:05:51,651 And your rent? 46 00:05:53,185 --> 00:05:56,022 Uh... I mean, I'm struggling. 47 00:05:56,055 --> 00:06:00,060 I don't... know what to say. Um... 48 00:06:00,093 --> 00:06:03,397 The money's never enough. Uh... 49 00:06:04,563 --> 00:06:09,469 I'm having to choose between medication and meals. 50 00:06:10,469 --> 00:06:12,238 It's not so easy. 51 00:06:13,206 --> 00:06:14,908 I guess it's a journey. 52 00:06:14,940 --> 00:06:17,743 And being here struggling, the way you are, 53 00:06:17,776 --> 00:06:19,745 is only one stop on that journey. 54 00:06:19,779 --> 00:06:23,483 If we get bogged down and see this as the destination, 55 00:06:23,515 --> 00:06:25,118 we lose hope. 56 00:06:26,151 --> 00:06:29,123 I... just want to be normal. 57 00:06:30,123 --> 00:06:32,526 And a big part of that is letting go. 58 00:06:32,558 --> 00:06:34,360 Letting go of the pain. 59 00:06:35,161 --> 00:06:37,397 The trauma that holds you back. 60 00:06:37,430 --> 00:06:40,199 What matters is we left. Right? 61 00:06:41,134 --> 00:06:45,038 No. What matters is we're moving forward. 62 00:06:45,070 --> 00:06:47,106 - Yeah. - Yeah? 63 00:06:49,007 --> 00:06:51,144 Oh, OK, be good. 64 00:07:02,255 --> 00:07:04,089 - Are you OK? - Yeah. 65 00:07:04,123 --> 00:07:06,659 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm good. I'm good, I'm good. 66 00:07:07,459 --> 00:07:10,663 - Want to go out for coffee? - I don't drink coffee. 67 00:07:10,697 --> 00:07:12,132 Tea? 68 00:07:12,164 --> 00:07:14,467 - Um... - One hot chocolate? 69 00:07:14,500 --> 00:07:16,536 - Right now? - No. 70 00:07:16,569 --> 00:07:18,238 Tomorrow or... 71 00:07:20,772 --> 00:07:22,041 OK. 72 00:07:22,074 --> 00:07:23,375 - Yeah? - Yeah. 73 00:07:23,409 --> 00:07:25,945 - You sure? - Yeah, absolutely. 74 00:07:25,978 --> 00:07:28,914 Good. Wanna take my number? 75 00:07:28,947 --> 00:07:30,549 Oh! Um... 76 00:07:30,582 --> 00:07:31,984 Take my number. 77 00:07:32,017 --> 00:07:33,652 It's 917... 78 00:07:33,685 --> 00:07:35,221 Wait, I just got the phone. 79 00:07:35,255 --> 00:07:37,757 It's OK. The green... Yeah. 80 00:07:37,789 --> 00:07:40,192 And then Contacts. 81 00:07:40,226 --> 00:07:41,961 No, no. Can I? 82 00:07:41,995 --> 00:07:43,596 Oh, please. 83 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:46,266 It's so cool, though, 'cause I was looking around on the net 84 00:07:46,298 --> 00:07:47,900 and I found a flashlight. 85 00:07:47,933 --> 00:07:49,568 And it's, like, it's my favourite. 86 00:07:49,601 --> 00:07:52,171 And, I mean, having anything you find, it's unbelievable. 87 00:07:52,204 --> 00:07:54,139 - You get text, right? - Yes. Yes. 88 00:07:54,173 --> 00:07:56,375 OK, cool. Text me tomorrow. 89 00:07:56,409 --> 00:07:58,879 And then we'll just take it from there, yeah? 90 00:07:58,911 --> 00:08:00,279 OK. 91 00:08:00,312 --> 00:08:02,815 - Cool. 'Bye. - Cool. OK. 92 00:08:02,848 --> 00:08:06,286 - Oh. Good. - It's al... It's OK. Alright. 93 00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:07,954 Sorry, I'm still learning the rules. 94 00:08:07,986 --> 00:08:09,822 It's OK. We all are. It's good. 95 00:08:09,856 --> 00:08:10,990 - Good. - Alright. 96 00:08:11,024 --> 00:08:12,259 - 'Bye. - 'Bye. 97 00:08:12,291 --> 00:08:14,393 - See you next week. - Yeah, it looks so natural. 98 00:08:14,426 --> 00:08:16,362 One day... 99 00:08:21,767 --> 00:08:23,570 He's here again? 100 00:08:23,603 --> 00:08:25,372 Ah... 101 00:08:38,483 --> 00:08:39,752 Hey! 102 00:08:39,786 --> 00:08:42,022 Hey, excuse me! 103 00:08:43,455 --> 00:08:45,157 Excuse me. 104 00:08:46,158 --> 00:08:47,560 I thought we discussed this. 105 00:08:47,594 --> 00:08:49,762 You coming here and harassing our membership. 106 00:08:49,796 --> 00:08:51,196 I don't wanna call the police again. 107 00:08:51,229 --> 00:08:52,865 It's OK, Lane. It's fine. 108 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:57,002 If Yacov wants to talk, he knows where to find you. 109 00:08:57,036 --> 00:08:59,071 It's OK, really. It'll be OK. 110 00:09:00,305 --> 00:09:01,941 Yacov, you come and get me 111 00:09:01,974 --> 00:09:04,243 if this turns into something uncomfortable. 112 00:09:04,276 --> 00:09:07,446 Thank you, Lane. Tonight was great. OK? 113 00:09:07,479 --> 00:09:09,882 Yeah. I'll see you. Call me, yeah? 114 00:09:09,916 --> 00:09:11,184 Yeah. 115 00:09:23,095 --> 00:09:25,264 I'm OK. I made my choice. 116 00:09:25,297 --> 00:09:28,368 Really, OK? I have my reasons for leaving, and that's it. 117 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:49,623 Ah, no. 118 00:09:50,890 --> 00:09:51,992 No. 119 00:09:52,025 --> 00:09:54,328 - Hmm? - No. I don't think I will. 120 00:10:24,956 --> 00:10:26,558 200? 121 00:10:26,592 --> 00:10:28,395 I'll do it for 5. 122 00:10:45,445 --> 00:10:48,515 People in the community that don't have any family, 123 00:10:48,547 --> 00:10:50,049 and no friends. 124 00:10:50,083 --> 00:10:52,653 It's me, OK? I'm watching the body. 125 00:11:00,959 --> 00:11:02,728 - OK. - Yeah? 126 00:11:02,762 --> 00:11:06,333 - A deal? - OK. Yeah, a deal. Deal. 127 00:11:45,537 --> 00:11:47,206 Oh, I'm sorry. 128 00:12:26,612 --> 00:12:28,415 I never saw him out. 129 00:12:33,618 --> 00:12:36,123 And the other Shomer, why was he leaving? 130 00:13:52,330 --> 00:13:53,566 Mrs Litvak? 131 00:13:56,969 --> 00:13:58,271 Reb? 132 00:13:58,304 --> 00:14:00,006 Hello, Mrs Litvak. 133 00:14:00,039 --> 00:14:01,774 I'm extremely sorry for your loss. 134 00:14:06,646 --> 00:14:11,450 Who is this man? I thought you were getting a Shomer. 135 00:14:14,552 --> 00:14:15,621 No. 136 00:14:19,959 --> 00:14:21,627 He won't work. 137 00:14:31,036 --> 00:14:32,805 He needs to leave now! 138 00:14:38,877 --> 00:14:40,714 You have to leave now. 139 00:16:16,041 --> 00:16:18,043 There's not going to be any problem. 140 00:16:22,781 --> 00:16:25,550 Rebie, I'm coming here because I need a little bit of money, OK? 141 00:16:25,584 --> 00:16:28,421 I'm agreeing to that and let's just leave it at that. Please. 142 00:16:39,931 --> 00:16:42,167 - Um... OK. - OK. 143 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:43,935 - Oh, yeah? - OK. 144 00:16:43,969 --> 00:16:45,637 OK. 145 00:17:02,353 --> 00:17:03,690 OK. 146 00:22:27,513 --> 00:22:29,182 Ugh! 147 00:22:42,294 --> 00:22:44,296 Hmm. 148 00:22:55,873 --> 00:22:57,642 Mrs Litvak? 149 00:23:05,950 --> 00:23:07,652 Is anyone there? 150 00:25:30,094 --> 00:25:32,030 No, no, no. They're only tricks. 151 00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:46,178 Boing! 152 00:25:47,078 --> 00:25:48,680 Oh! 153 00:25:56,287 --> 00:25:59,724 Hey! Hey, little man! 154 00:25:59,757 --> 00:26:02,494 - A little Jew boy. - Look at this asshole. 155 00:26:02,526 --> 00:26:04,462 What the hell you're ignoring me, man? 156 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:08,034 I'm just trying to ask you a question. Slow down. 157 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:51,109 Ouch! 158 00:28:31,709 --> 00:28:33,411 Working. 159 00:29:40,312 --> 00:29:42,014 What? 160 00:31:29,653 --> 00:31:31,323 What the heck? 161 00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:23,542 Mrs Litvak? 162 00:32:41,392 --> 00:32:42,827 Mrs Litvak? 163 00:32:42,861 --> 00:32:44,729 Are you down here? 164 00:33:05,016 --> 00:33:06,986 It's deleted. 165 00:34:24,528 --> 00:34:25,796 Hello. 166 00:34:25,831 --> 00:34:27,899 You've reached the voicemail of Dr Marvin Kohlberg. 167 00:34:27,932 --> 00:34:29,868 I can't take your call at the moment, 168 00:34:29,900 --> 00:34:31,302 but please leave a message, 169 00:34:31,336 --> 00:34:33,071 including your name and phone number, 170 00:34:33,104 --> 00:34:35,507 and I'll call you back as soon as possible. 171 00:34:35,539 --> 00:34:39,710 If this is a medical emergency, please hang up and dial 911. 172 00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:40,745 Thank you. 173 00:34:40,778 --> 00:34:42,380 Hi, Dr Kohlberg. 174 00:34:42,412 --> 00:34:46,117 Um, this is Yacov Ronen and, um... 175 00:34:46,150 --> 00:34:48,719 ..I'm sorry to call you in the middle of the night. 176 00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:51,523 I don't want to bother you, but I... 177 00:34:54,958 --> 00:34:57,261 I'm having a little bit of trouble right now. 178 00:34:57,295 --> 00:34:59,463 Um... I'm seeing things... 179 00:34:59,496 --> 00:35:02,433 ..and... and I'm hearing things. 180 00:35:02,467 --> 00:35:05,403 Um, it's... it's worse than it's ever been before. 181 00:35:05,436 --> 00:35:07,171 And, um... 182 00:35:08,438 --> 00:35:09,807 I, uh... 183 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:11,876 ..I'm... I'm almost out of the pills. 184 00:35:11,909 --> 00:35:15,379 So, I... was really hoping to talk to you. 185 00:35:15,412 --> 00:35:19,316 I don't think that I need to go back into the hospital. 186 00:35:19,349 --> 00:35:20,818 Um... 187 00:35:20,851 --> 00:35:23,854 But... I would like to talk to you as soon as possible. 188 00:35:23,887 --> 00:35:25,990 So if you please could just get back to me, 189 00:35:26,023 --> 00:35:28,092 I'd really appreciate it, thank you. 190 00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:18,509 Ahhhh. 191 00:36:34,691 --> 00:36:36,360 Argh! 192 00:36:39,597 --> 00:36:40,732 Ahh... 193 00:37:32,016 --> 00:37:33,751 They're not nightmares. 194 00:37:33,784 --> 00:37:36,020 Oh. 195 00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:41,260 They're memories. 196 00:37:42,659 --> 00:37:44,695 Not your memories, but... 197 00:37:45,862 --> 00:37:48,098 Sorry about the mess, Mrs Litvak. 198 00:37:48,132 --> 00:37:50,235 I'm gonna clean this up right now. 199 00:37:54,706 --> 00:37:56,775 Why did you come here? 200 00:37:56,807 --> 00:37:59,677 I'm Yacov, Mrs Litvak. I'm the Shomer. 201 00:38:01,579 --> 00:38:04,115 I'm here to protect and comfort your husband's soul. 202 00:38:04,148 --> 00:38:06,184 Protect it against what? 203 00:38:34,211 --> 00:38:35,746 Do you know my children? 204 00:38:39,416 --> 00:38:42,286 I drove them away as far as they could go. 205 00:38:43,121 --> 00:38:45,057 They think they left... 206 00:38:46,958 --> 00:38:48,827 ..on their own accord. 207 00:38:48,860 --> 00:38:51,697 That it was their choice. 208 00:38:52,697 --> 00:38:54,132 Hmm. 209 00:38:54,164 --> 00:38:56,668 But I drove them away. 210 00:39:01,572 --> 00:39:05,077 I drove them away. 211 00:39:12,983 --> 00:39:15,052 You know why... 212 00:39:16,787 --> 00:39:18,523 ..I made them leave? 213 00:39:23,327 --> 00:39:25,630 This is not a place for children. 214 00:39:27,432 --> 00:39:30,235 It was a... bunker. 215 00:39:31,568 --> 00:39:32,970 In a wilderness. 216 00:39:33,003 --> 00:39:39,377 A place that you go to, but never return from. 217 00:39:46,150 --> 00:39:48,320 Do you know my husband? 218 00:39:50,054 --> 00:39:53,224 He was broken by memories. 219 00:39:53,257 --> 00:39:55,293 Hmm. 220 00:39:55,325 --> 00:39:57,628 Those kind of memories that you saw. 221 00:39:59,729 --> 00:40:01,199 They bite. 222 00:40:01,231 --> 00:40:03,701 They bite and the biting never stops. 223 00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:14,445 He was so lost, he didn't know what to do. 224 00:40:16,447 --> 00:40:19,284 Mrs Litvak, I'm very sorry for waking you up. 225 00:40:19,316 --> 00:40:22,454 We should get you back to sleep now. 226 00:40:26,389 --> 00:40:28,258 - Mrs Litvak, your hand. - Ah! Ah! Ah! 227 00:40:28,291 --> 00:40:30,094 - You've got to let me help you. - No! 228 00:40:30,126 --> 00:40:31,962 You're bleeding. Please. Wait. 229 00:40:31,996 --> 00:40:36,200 No, no. No. 230 00:40:37,934 --> 00:40:40,671 Wait, Mrs Litvak, let me help you. 231 00:41:17,807 --> 00:41:19,443 ..once told me... 232 00:41:21,612 --> 00:41:26,383 ..that these demons who destroy us... 233 00:41:27,617 --> 00:41:33,157 ..who are born between the days of creation... 234 00:41:34,559 --> 00:41:36,294 ..given life... 235 00:41:37,295 --> 00:41:41,266 ..but no soul and no form. 236 00:41:48,472 --> 00:41:53,378 These are not beings in the true sense of the word. 237 00:41:54,144 --> 00:41:57,347 They do not have a... a will, 238 00:41:57,380 --> 00:42:00,984 a connection to the higher power, 239 00:42:01,017 --> 00:42:03,755 but they are animalistic. 240 00:42:03,787 --> 00:42:05,990 These demons... 241 00:42:06,791 --> 00:42:10,528 ..they are parasites. 242 00:42:12,762 --> 00:42:17,701 In tractates Berakhot... 243 00:42:19,103 --> 00:42:21,139 ..the Mazzikim are interchangeable 244 00:42:21,171 --> 00:42:22,807 with the shedim. 245 00:42:23,574 --> 00:42:28,278 But I've spent the last five decades 246 00:42:28,311 --> 00:42:34,418 studying the one who followed me home from Buchenwald. 247 00:42:34,452 --> 00:42:37,388 I do not know where it came from originally, 248 00:42:37,420 --> 00:42:43,127 but what it has shown me, it is very, very old. 249 00:42:44,061 --> 00:42:47,097 I suppose it was lying in wait, 250 00:42:47,130 --> 00:42:48,966 hibernating in its way, 251 00:42:48,999 --> 00:42:50,334 in the forest. 252 00:42:50,367 --> 00:42:56,306 Dormant until my pain awakened it. 253 00:42:56,340 --> 00:43:00,745 The Mazzik appears as a figure 254 00:43:00,778 --> 00:43:03,314 with its head turned 255 00:43:03,347 --> 00:43:05,049 like so. 256 00:43:05,081 --> 00:43:08,085 But all the way around. 257 00:43:08,119 --> 00:43:11,488 It is damned to look backwards 258 00:43:11,521 --> 00:43:15,325 to stare in the past. 259 00:43:15,358 --> 00:43:16,793 This demon, 260 00:43:16,827 --> 00:43:20,599 it showed me dreadful things. 261 00:43:22,432 --> 00:43:23,800 10 years ago, 262 00:43:23,833 --> 00:43:29,940 I found an inscription in a text by Moses ben Shem-Tov. 263 00:43:29,974 --> 00:43:34,812 It says the only way to escape the Mazzik 264 00:43:34,845 --> 00:43:38,282 is to burn its true face 265 00:43:38,315 --> 00:43:41,019 the first night it appears. 266 00:43:41,052 --> 00:43:44,389 But if you do not do this by dawn... 267 00:43:45,188 --> 00:43:47,458 ..it will never leave you. 268 00:43:49,927 --> 00:43:51,595 For me... 269 00:43:52,396 --> 00:43:55,533 ..this time has long passed. 270 00:43:59,135 --> 00:44:01,072 When I am gone... 271 00:44:02,472 --> 00:44:08,445 ..the Mazzik will find another broken person. 272 00:44:09,579 --> 00:44:11,114 Someone else chained 273 00:44:11,148 --> 00:44:14,786 to some terrible pain they cannot let go. 274 00:44:14,818 --> 00:44:18,055 When it finds its next host... 275 00:44:18,856 --> 00:44:22,226 ..it will slowly consume their soul 276 00:44:22,258 --> 00:44:24,929 just as it did to me. 277 00:44:26,597 --> 00:44:28,032 Chewing. 278 00:44:28,065 --> 00:44:32,003 Gnawing down through the spiritual aspects. 279 00:44:33,037 --> 00:44:36,207 The five essences of us all. 280 00:44:37,041 --> 00:44:43,347 It worms its way through Nefesh, Ruach, Neshamah 281 00:44:43,380 --> 00:44:44,182 and Chayah. 282 00:44:45,583 --> 00:44:48,552 And finally to Yechidah. 283 00:44:48,586 --> 00:44:52,990 The direct link to Hashem. 284 00:44:53,023 --> 00:44:55,626 Behind you. 285 00:44:59,896 --> 00:45:02,532 And so I make these tapes, 286 00:45:02,566 --> 00:45:06,404 I write it down, put it on the walls, 287 00:45:06,436 --> 00:45:08,772 explain it, 288 00:45:08,805 --> 00:45:14,177 in the hopes that whoever finds the Mazzik next 289 00:45:14,211 --> 00:45:16,347 won't be doomed... 290 00:45:17,148 --> 00:45:22,019 ..consumed... as I was. 291 00:46:10,367 --> 00:46:11,769 Hello? 292 00:46:11,802 --> 00:46:13,871 Yacov. 293 00:46:13,903 --> 00:46:15,873 It's Dr Kohlberg. 294 00:46:15,905 --> 00:46:19,043 Dr Kohlberg! Baruch Hashem. 295 00:46:19,075 --> 00:46:22,979 I'm, uh... I'm not doing so great. 296 00:46:23,012 --> 00:46:26,150 Why? What's wrong? 297 00:46:27,751 --> 00:46:31,022 I'm seeing things 298 00:46:31,054 --> 00:46:35,192 and I'm hearing, um... 299 00:46:35,226 --> 00:46:37,862 It's a lot. It's a lot. 300 00:46:37,894 --> 00:46:41,498 And I, uh... I took a tablet, 301 00:46:41,532 --> 00:46:44,969 one of the Ativan, a little while ago, but I... 302 00:46:45,001 --> 00:46:46,603 Seeing who, Yacov? 303 00:46:46,637 --> 00:46:48,373 Who are you seeing? 304 00:46:51,742 --> 00:46:53,878 I don't know. 305 00:46:53,911 --> 00:46:56,481 Where are you right now? 306 00:46:58,615 --> 00:47:01,318 I'm in Boro Park. I, uh... 307 00:47:01,351 --> 00:47:06,190 I took a job as a Shomer for the night. 308 00:47:06,222 --> 00:47:08,458 Reb Shulem is paying me, so... 309 00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:12,563 Are you safe? 310 00:47:12,595 --> 00:47:15,032 I don't know. I think so. 311 00:47:16,733 --> 00:47:21,404 These things you're seeing, do you think that they're real? 312 00:47:21,438 --> 00:47:23,541 No, they can't be. 313 00:47:28,979 --> 00:47:33,818 Dr Kohlberg, the... the man who was living here, 314 00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:35,686 um, and his wife, 315 00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:39,956 I think that they went crazy together, living in the house. 316 00:47:39,990 --> 00:47:41,292 Um... 317 00:47:41,325 --> 00:47:44,896 She's... She's got very bad dementia. 318 00:47:44,929 --> 00:47:46,530 It's very sad. 319 00:47:46,563 --> 00:47:48,233 And he... 320 00:47:49,166 --> 00:47:52,503 ..um... was obsessed with demons. 321 00:47:52,536 --> 00:47:53,938 Demons? 322 00:47:53,970 --> 00:47:55,739 Something called a Mazzik. 323 00:47:55,773 --> 00:48:01,045 And is this what you think you've been seeing? A demon? 324 00:48:01,979 --> 00:48:03,414 Shadows, shadows. 325 00:48:03,447 --> 00:48:06,617 Yacov, we talked about what happened to your little brother, 326 00:48:06,650 --> 00:48:10,722 about post-traumatic stress and your fears. 327 00:48:14,157 --> 00:48:16,192 I know. I know. 328 00:48:16,226 --> 00:48:19,329 Tell me, Yacov, is your heart racing? 329 00:48:19,362 --> 00:48:22,499 Ferocious? Like it's gonna break your ribs? 330 00:48:23,499 --> 00:48:24,869 Yes. 331 00:48:24,901 --> 00:48:26,537 And you're sweating? 332 00:48:27,537 --> 00:48:30,141 Uh... Uh-uh. 333 00:48:31,075 --> 00:48:32,677 You are shaking? 334 00:48:32,709 --> 00:48:34,545 I'm trying to calm down. 335 00:48:38,414 --> 00:48:42,119 Yacov, tell me what it is that you're seeing. 336 00:48:44,021 --> 00:48:46,356 I... um... 337 00:48:50,026 --> 00:48:52,396 You said that it's a person. 338 00:48:52,429 --> 00:48:55,666 It's shadows. Like someone in... in the shadows. 339 00:48:55,699 --> 00:48:57,101 I've... I've... I don't... 340 00:48:57,133 --> 00:48:58,802 The person that you're seeing, 341 00:48:58,836 --> 00:49:00,738 this one that's in the shadows... 342 00:49:02,639 --> 00:49:05,843 ..do you think that he's really there, watching you? 343 00:49:05,876 --> 00:49:08,179 No, of course not. I know he's not. 344 00:49:08,211 --> 00:49:10,880 Excellent. Excellent. That's good. 345 00:49:10,914 --> 00:49:12,682 Now, Yacov, I want you to... 346 00:49:12,715 --> 00:49:16,253 I want you to take your time and think about this. 347 00:49:17,820 --> 00:49:21,092 Can you describe this person? 348 00:49:22,559 --> 00:49:24,762 Blurry. It's... 349 00:49:25,862 --> 00:49:27,531 It's always... 350 00:49:28,664 --> 00:49:32,635 I... I don't... I don't... 351 00:49:32,668 --> 00:49:34,538 It's blurry. 352 00:49:35,304 --> 00:49:37,407 I understand. That's fine. 353 00:49:37,441 --> 00:49:41,012 Is his head turned backwards? Can you tell me? 354 00:49:41,045 --> 00:49:43,079 What? 355 00:49:43,112 --> 00:49:45,682 Is his head turned around, Yacov? 356 00:49:55,124 --> 00:49:57,394 Yacov, what do you see? 357 00:50:01,764 --> 00:50:04,000 Yacov, what do you see? 358 00:50:04,034 --> 00:50:06,037 Uh... 359 00:50:06,070 --> 00:50:07,838 What? What? 360 00:50:09,206 --> 00:50:11,675 Dr Kohlberg, can you hold on for one second, please? 361 00:50:19,650 --> 00:50:20,851 Hello? 362 00:50:20,883 --> 00:50:22,353 Yacov, hi. It's Dr Kohlberg. 363 00:50:22,385 --> 00:50:23,853 Look, I just got your message 364 00:50:23,887 --> 00:50:26,824 and I'm sorry it's taken me a little bit to call you back. 365 00:50:26,856 --> 00:50:28,592 I hope everything's alright. 366 00:50:32,329 --> 00:50:33,998 Yacov? 367 00:50:36,133 --> 00:50:39,137 Dr Kohlberg, can you hold on for one second, please? 368 00:50:43,574 --> 00:50:44,842 Hello? 369 00:50:44,874 --> 00:50:46,577 Yacov. 370 00:50:47,644 --> 00:50:49,380 Who is this? 371 00:50:51,414 --> 00:50:53,083 Yacov. 372 00:50:53,883 --> 00:50:56,420 I need you to leave me alone. 373 00:50:57,554 --> 00:51:00,224 Why did you let me die? 374 00:51:06,796 --> 00:51:08,465 Mrs Litvak. 375 00:51:09,532 --> 00:51:11,401 Mrs Litvak? 376 00:51:11,434 --> 00:51:12,902 Mrs Litvak! 377 00:51:18,842 --> 00:51:20,443 Do you want some tea? 378 00:51:30,086 --> 00:51:32,055 It won't let you leave. 379 00:51:32,088 --> 00:51:34,624 We have to go. Now. 380 00:51:40,796 --> 00:51:42,867 I've left many times. 381 00:51:42,900 --> 00:51:45,168 But where is there for me to go? 382 00:51:45,202 --> 00:51:49,305 My obligation is to my home, my Rubin. 383 00:51:49,338 --> 00:51:51,741 I can suffer. 384 00:51:51,775 --> 00:51:54,979 My pain was not his. 385 00:51:55,012 --> 00:51:59,650 Mrs Litvak, what won't let me leave? 386 00:52:01,851 --> 00:52:04,054 The Mazzik. 387 00:52:07,691 --> 00:52:09,560 It's playing with you. 388 00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:13,498 The way a cat plays with a mouse. 389 00:52:18,202 --> 00:52:20,338 It wants your pain. 390 00:52:21,104 --> 00:52:23,107 And it will make you see things. 391 00:52:23,907 --> 00:52:26,010 Terrible things. 392 00:52:26,809 --> 00:52:29,412 Me, I am not enough for it. 393 00:52:31,548 --> 00:52:33,718 But your agony... 394 00:52:44,961 --> 00:52:47,130 We're leaving. 395 00:52:47,965 --> 00:52:50,233 We have to go now. 396 00:52:51,068 --> 00:52:55,006 There is something very, very wrong here. 397 00:52:59,409 --> 00:53:01,845 If you run out, 398 00:53:01,878 --> 00:53:06,217 the Mazzik will make you crawl right back. 399 00:53:14,590 --> 00:53:16,092 Come on! Let's go! 400 00:53:16,126 --> 00:53:19,263 You've already been in this house too long. 401 00:53:19,295 --> 00:53:21,864 I'm gonna call Reb Shulem, OK? 402 00:53:21,898 --> 00:53:24,267 We're going to come back and get you. 403 00:53:24,300 --> 00:53:27,204 Just five minutes. I'll be back. 404 00:54:24,327 --> 00:54:25,429 Ohhh! 405 00:54:26,463 --> 00:54:27,731 Ohh. 406 00:54:28,731 --> 00:54:30,500 Oh! 407 00:54:38,342 --> 00:54:39,644 Oh! 408 00:57:19,202 --> 00:57:20,838 Hey, what the hell's your problem? 409 00:57:20,871 --> 00:57:22,940 Just trying to ask you a question. 410 00:57:22,972 --> 00:57:25,074 Yo, yo, yo, stop messing around. 411 00:57:25,108 --> 00:57:27,443 Relax. 412 00:57:27,476 --> 00:57:30,146 Got a tough guy here, the way he comes off. 413 00:57:30,179 --> 00:57:32,181 Tough guy, hey. 414 00:57:32,215 --> 00:57:36,954 Look at the little Jew girl. Huh? 415 00:57:41,057 --> 00:57:44,595 Relax, you little brat. We're just messing around. 416 00:57:44,628 --> 00:57:47,698 - Alright, alright, alright... - Burech! 417 00:57:47,731 --> 00:57:49,333 Burech! 418 00:59:05,307 --> 00:59:07,010 Oh! 419 01:00:25,722 --> 01:00:28,492 Ahhh. 420 01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:34,530 Hello. You've reached Sarah Feldman. 421 01:00:34,563 --> 01:00:38,201 I can't come to the phone. Please leave... 422 01:00:54,184 --> 01:00:57,888 Um... I'm so sorry to wake you up. 423 01:00:57,920 --> 01:01:00,556 - I'm so sorry. - What time is it? 424 01:01:02,825 --> 01:01:04,661 4:30. 425 01:01:04,693 --> 01:01:06,896 Where are you, Yacov? 426 01:01:06,929 --> 01:01:09,432 Sarah, I'm, uh... 427 01:01:13,536 --> 01:01:15,805 There's something evil in this house. 428 01:01:15,838 --> 01:01:17,407 It was... 429 01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:22,479 It was following Mr Litvak and then it was feeding off of him. 430 01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:24,481 What? 431 01:01:24,514 --> 01:01:26,016 I... 432 01:01:26,048 --> 01:01:28,584 I think it wants me now. 433 01:01:29,952 --> 01:01:32,456 Have you tried to leave? 434 01:01:32,488 --> 01:01:35,958 Um... yeah, I... I... 435 01:01:35,992 --> 01:01:37,594 The house, have you tried to leave? 436 01:01:37,626 --> 01:01:41,363 Yes. It won't let me. It won't let me leave. I... 437 01:01:42,664 --> 01:01:45,134 You need to go upstairs, Yacov. 438 01:01:50,305 --> 01:01:51,474 What? 439 01:02:03,019 --> 01:02:06,055 Sarah? 440 01:02:09,858 --> 01:02:11,527 Don't s... 441 01:02:22,204 --> 01:02:24,040 Sarah. 442 01:02:32,648 --> 01:02:36,118 You just watched him die! 443 01:02:37,554 --> 01:02:38,954 Sarah! 444 01:03:15,958 --> 01:03:18,261 Yacov. 445 01:03:25,869 --> 01:03:27,537 Yacov. 446 01:03:29,706 --> 01:03:32,242 Why did you let me die? 447 01:04:02,070 --> 01:04:03,739 I wasn't... 448 01:04:04,740 --> 01:04:06,543 I wasn't strong for you, Burech. 449 01:04:06,575 --> 01:04:08,744 I was lost in my weakness. 450 01:04:14,816 --> 01:04:16,652 Please. 451 01:04:16,686 --> 01:04:18,689 I'm so sorry, Burech. 452 01:04:27,764 --> 01:04:30,133 I've failed you. I... 453 01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:33,262 Mrs Litvak. 454 01:05:34,998 --> 01:05:37,133 Thank you for the bandage. 455 01:05:39,534 --> 01:05:40,903 I didn't do it. 456 01:05:40,936 --> 01:05:43,005 My Rubin did. 457 01:05:43,039 --> 01:05:45,676 Mrs Litvak, where is your husband now? 458 01:05:46,675 --> 01:05:48,378 He's down the hall. 459 01:05:54,416 --> 01:05:56,152 Wait a minute. 460 01:06:10,800 --> 01:06:12,469 Here. 461 01:06:17,974 --> 01:06:19,676 It may help. 462 01:06:56,045 --> 01:06:58,481 In 1919, 463 01:06:58,514 --> 01:07:04,421 my grandfather saw his parents murdered in Kiev. 464 01:07:06,188 --> 01:07:09,058 Neighbours smuggled him out. 465 01:07:13,162 --> 01:07:15,365 I loved my grandfather. 466 01:07:17,432 --> 01:07:18,635 I remember most 467 01:07:18,668 --> 01:07:24,474 that he davened with tallis and tefillin every day. 468 01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:29,211 It is when he was truly... 469 01:07:30,412 --> 01:07:33,483 ..at ease with the world and himself. 470 01:08:55,565 --> 01:08:58,000 If you find my Rubin... 471 01:15:54,482 --> 01:15:56,052 Let him go. 472 01:15:56,852 --> 01:15:58,588 Let him go. 473 01:16:11,767 --> 01:16:13,635 Let him go. 474 01:16:14,836 --> 01:16:16,472 Let him go! 475 01:16:20,509 --> 01:16:22,245 Let him go! 476 01:16:25,613 --> 01:16:27,450 Let him go. 477 01:18:12,086 --> 01:18:14,190 My poor Rubin. 478 01:18:16,058 --> 01:18:18,894 I often wonder what he would have become. 479 01:18:18,927 --> 01:18:22,298 The father he would have been... 480 01:18:23,197 --> 01:18:26,436 ..had life happened differently. 481 01:18:39,781 --> 01:18:41,450 Oh. 482 01:18:43,818 --> 01:18:45,620 My dear. 483 01:18:48,690 --> 01:18:50,727 I miss you so. 484 01:19:02,137 --> 01:19:05,141 I'm gonna go out into the sunlight now. 485 01:20:45,007 --> 01:20:47,309 She went out for a morning walk. 486 01:20:50,278 --> 01:20:51,914 Hmm. 487 01:20:51,946 --> 01:20:53,682 OK. 488 01:21:15,836 --> 01:21:17,440 Look, Shulem... 489 01:21:20,041 --> 01:21:23,312 OK? 490 01:21:26,949 --> 01:21:28,549 But not today. 491 01:22:08,924 --> 01:22:11,327 Ah! 492 01:23:28,840 --> 01:23:33,840 Subtitles by explosiveskull